I sometimes often feel like I don't know who I am anymore.
I know who I was. I was a career woman. I was busy. I was important. People knew who I was.
Then we decided to have a baby. Looking back Read more [...]
Got a phone call last night, as we were going to bed. It was from a guy, whose wife was due the same time as us with Declan, and then again with our miscarriage.I answer the phone 'hello?'He goes 'hey, Read more [...]
Mr David is friends with this couple, who were due the same day as Declan. We had ours early, and their's came bang on the due date. They've hassled us ever since that she is a better incubator than me. Read more [...]
1. I wish my baby hadn't died. I wish I had him back.2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my baby's name. My baby lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also.3. Read more [...]
Went in for a scan to confirm baby has passed.
So very empty. So dead.
Had really bad bleeding tonight, cramping, clots, i knew i'd lost baby Joey. I went to the toilet and returned with a shocked look, and some of the stuff that had passed on toilet paper. I wrapped it lovingly, Read more [...]