Another day, another death
another name printed unfeelingly in the obituary column
no big deal
except this time it's my Grandad
did you hear me?
My Grandad
not someone else's but mine
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I am dying
nothing matters anymore
I am drifting
I have no aim
no ambition
no direction
life - love - death
all are wonderful
and all hurt like hell
Tediously I trudge Read more [...]
Can't he see?
He's held my hand
stroked me tenderly
kissed my lips in a fleeting moment
and cared for me in such a beautiful way
and still he doesn't see?
Can't he see how much I want
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The knowing it is over
never again to watch him smile
or hear him say "ahh, you're a great girl"
he cried as he said goodbye
Did he feel it too?
The pain of finality?
The wonder of life, Read more [...]
The wind rustles the leaves
the tree sways gently behind me
the full moon looks down with pride
at the perfectness of the world
as the waves lap at my feet
the clouds float across the darkened Read more [...]
As the happiness drains out of the body
a dead corpse is left just sitting there
an empty shell full of loneliness
the once smiling face
now sad and closed
the body portraying a message
"leave Read more [...]
Content in it's little nest
cradled away from harm
it is a stranger to hurt
and other human feelings
I need it to make a noise
and let his voice break through
to bring me happiness Read more [...]
We walk side by side
and I feel his presence close by me
and yet he's miles away
his eyes watch me for a moment
mine watch for eternity
I feel his body so warm
but also so very cold
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The terrible feeling of helplessness
uncertainty
disappointment
wishing and hoping he'll call
feeling oh-so-alone
each second feels so long
each minute like an hour
a rising tide of Read more [...]
The rain falls hard and fast
mixing with the tears streaming down my face
my hair is plastered against my cheek
and my shirt sticks to my body
saturated with anger, helplessness, tears and Read more [...]
The uncontrollable tears stream down my face
my hands tremble with anger
my brain is numb from hurt
I reach out slowly
inching closer and closer
just to get pushed back
the pressure of Read more [...]
Her black leather pants
cling to her small womanly curves
her top is low-cut
her shiny black boots have high heels
she is draped lusciously over a black motorbike
her sensuality is disturbed Read more [...]