If Only I Knew

This terribly loud silence

the sound is deafening

Why no communication?

If only I knew…


The feeling of uncertainty

fills my mind

What did I do to deserve this great pain?

If only I knew…


Tears spill over my cheeks

Why does life hurt like this?

What’s wrong with caring?

If only I knew…


Does he know that I love him?

Does he love me too?

He wouldn’t treat me like this if he loved me…


Now I know…